True or false

How come I almost every morning wake up not knowing if what i just dreamt is for real or not.

This morning I woke up very sad and confused!

I decides to travel back to the states. suprising my friends and everyone i know there.
When I arrived i took a cab in to manhattan, meet my brother and my dad was also there. (strange)
I was in manhattan for a while and then I decided to travel to Long Island, to see my friends and family.
By the times I arrived I tried to look to Marissas an TJ house. but i could find anything. they had builded new houses on our block and  I didn't recognize anything... I was walking up and down the block with no luch finding the houses I was looking for... I see a minivan pull up on a driveway. it's the DiCostanzo family. Johanna is getting out of the van and i shout her name. she slowly turns around looking at me like i don't know her. but she walks up to me. I say hello and she does too. I hug her, but it seems  like she doesn't know me or want me there. I try the find my old host family and they don't even talk to me. they forgot me. they don't want me there. Tjs family doesn't remember me either :(  noone wanted me there. I had no idea where to go or where to sleep. who to talk with or nothing. I was so lonely. I had noone! nothing!
I started walking with no destination.
I woke up, crying!


What does this mean ?
Did you guys overthere forget me, do you care about me anymore, miss me!?
I'm not sure about anything anymore...

Help.

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Postat av: leilllla

i do misss u n u never say my nameeeeeeeee in ur dreams or memoriessss

im hurtttttttttt

2009-05-07 @ 13:48:18
Postat av: Veronica.

Babyy! U know I miss you! I'm just blogging about the dream. i can't help what i dream right! I love you alot and i wrote about a memory from this summer that we had :) that night was so crazy! At the wedding, remember ;P hahahaah te amo

2009-05-08 @ 12:47:43
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